i need some fresh air

The world is an odd place right?
What prevent us from being too stupid to se what's right in front of us? We just don't care, we prefer to be living the fake and happy illusion we arranged for ourselves, maybe that way we can be genuinely happy human beings, far from all the concerns related to love, work and most of all life in general.
Are we supposed to find someone just like us? Someone really different? Someone that randomly fell in our mind and that we can't just stop thinking about? Because it's easier to be in love than to believe we need to succeed alone, surrounded by the certain that the believe that someone else will actually be good for you, will try for you, will never replace you and will always pick you in the first place is just the most stupid lie, the most obvious lie we have to face day by day, endlessly till the rest of our lives.
Maybe i need some fresh air, why did i believe someone like that existed and raised the hopes that i would never be left behind?
Now i'm writing about it, it just sounds something so stupid to believe in.